SONS Youth Camp

Start:	May 31, '07 01:00a
End:	Jun 2, '07 5:00p

ayun.. masayang youth camp na naman..
kaya lang this time ang mahal..mahabahabang ipunan na naman toh...
2700 petot ba naman eh.. sana makasama ako..
namimiss ko na mga kasama ko sa SONS.,.
kung sinu gusto sumama sa inyo.. pwedeng pwede...
kahit sinu.. basta may pambayad kayo sa camp fee.. ehehe..
sulit naman sya eh. promise..
these are the details..

Who: All interested..
What: SONS YOUTH CAMP
theme: WAR for BREAKING THROUGH...
When: May 31 - June 01 - June 02
Where: Rizal Recreation Center in Laguna...

dito panigurado papayagan ako...
sana lang may pambayad...(^_^)v

cause this is what i feel...

Do
you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody?

You
don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy.
 
But at the
same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either.

There isn't a way
to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand.
If you could
want anything in the world it would be to be alone.

People have stopped
being comforting.

At least when you're alone
no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who
won't take 'I don't know' for an answer.

You feel the way you do just
because.

You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able
to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is ....




.....wait.

san ba pwede?

"waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!"

*hinga hinga....

haay.. salamat, kahit papanu nakapaglabas ng bigat ng loob!!
i really want to scream...
as in yung todo..
yung walang makikialam..
yung walang maiistorbo..
san ba pwede??
turo naman kayo ng lugar!!
gusto ko na umiyak..
pero hindi pwede dito eh!
san ba pwede?
dito lang kasiyung alam kong pwede sumigaw ng walang maiistorbo..
ayoko may madamay sa pagwawala ko..
ayoko..
pasensya na, kung pati ikaw, naistorbo ko sa pagbabasa nito!!

when there was me and you...

high school musical...


It's funny when you find yourself

Looking from the outside

I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe

Miracles could happen

Cause now I have to pretend

That I don't really care



I thought you were my fairytale

A dream when I'm not sleeping

A wish upon a star

That's coming true

But everybody else could tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you



I swore I knew the melody

That I heard you singing

And when you smiled

You made me feel

Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words

Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song



Now I know you're not a fairytale

And dreams were meant for sleeping

And wishes on a star

Just don't come true

Cause now even I can tell

That I confused my feelings with the truth

Because I liked the view

When there was me and you



I can't believe that

I could be so blind

It's like you were floating

While I was falling

And I didn't mind



Cause I liked the view

Thought you felt it too

When there was me and you



***i really like this song.. nakakarelate kasi siguro ako..T_T

"TAE KA!!"

kakainis,, lagi nalang lumalabas sa bibig ko yan nitong past few days...
i hate it.. ewan ko kung bakit yan ang naging expression ko...
ambaho na, ampangit pa pakinggan...
haay,, tae...
hindi ko na alam sasabihin...
im not myself lately,
teka, kailan nga ba ako naging si thea??
nawawala na naman yun..
hindi ko na naman alam kung asan na sya??
anu nanaman kasi ang problema??
anggulo na naman ng buhay ko..
sa pamilya,
sa eskwela,
sa lablayp?? meron bako nun??
ewan, meron yata... basta magulo din pati yun..
hindi ko na kasi maabot yung mga dating sabihan ko ng problema..
yung bestfriend ko, nawawala,
wala ako malapitan..
nasan na yun sinasabi kong blog at diary ko.
wala na din..
ewan ko. nakikita ko sya,OO,,
basta nakikita ko sa kanya, yung dati pa rin..
masaya pero malungkot..
hindi kayang itago lalo na ng mata nya..
haay,, miss ko na nga pala yung dalawang yun..
ang bestfriend ko at ang diary ko..
akalain mong sabay sila nawala...
hindi nagparamdam.
hindi nagpaabot!
panu na ngayon si thea,
ayun nawala na din..
kanino ngayon ako tatakbo??
tulong...
pakihanap si thea..
please..

ikaw.. wag ka mawawala...

dati...

buti pa ikaw andyan pag wala na sila
buti pa ikaw andyan pag ayaw na nila
buti pa ikaw andyan pag nangiwan na sila
buti pa ikaw andyan pag lumayo na sila

ngayon...

kahit na wala na sila, basta andyan ka
kahit ayaw na nila ako kasama, basta andyan ka
kahit iwan na nila ako, basta andyan ka!
kahit lumayo na sila, basta andyan ka!

sana...

wag ka mawawala
wag mo ko ayawan
wag mo ko iwan
at wag ka lumayo!!

hindi ko na kasi kaya...T_T

haayz..

err..

sana andito ka sa tabi ko..
haay, namimiss na kita!
ewan ko ba..
basta kaw nasa utak ko!
hindi ka nga mawala eh!!
kakainis talaga..
bakit ganun??
basta yun na yun!!
kilala mo na kung sinu ka!!
T_T

ingatan mo poh sarili mo!
kahit wala ako sa tabi mo,
wag tatanga tanga!!hehehe...
tsaka wag mo poh kakalimutan na lagi lang ako andito para sayo!!
kundi, naku, tatamaan ka sakin!!
wahaha..
basta..^_^